What I have found to be most remarkable looking back over this first week has not been what I have done
it is what I haven't done.
Don't get me wrong
I have gone to the gym 6 days during this week
I have lost 3.6 pounds during this week
I have eaten chicken breast 14 different times and way too many buffalo muffins to count.
I have hydrated my body well this week.
I have fueled my body consistently and wisely each day.
These things aren't new to me, but when in practice seldom last, but I still am glad I did them well.
What I haven't done is what I find remarkable.
These things I have never not-done before (sorry hubs! I know you hate the double negative)
This week
I didn't eat the macaroni and cheese I made for my sniffly kids when they were feeling bad.
I haven't grazed over their unfinished PB&J while cleaning up the kitchen.
I haven't once during this week eaten mindlessly.
I haven't once this week lost momentum.
I haven't once this week lost sight of my goal.
I haven't once this week lost faith that I can heal my relationship with food and find this elusive moderation I have heard so much about.
I am proud of what I have done in this first week of my journey, but I am so much more proud of what I haven't done.
it is what I haven't done.
Don't get me wrong
I have gone to the gym 6 days during this week
I have lost 3.6 pounds during this week
I have eaten chicken breast 14 different times and way too many buffalo muffins to count.
I have hydrated my body well this week.
I have fueled my body consistently and wisely each day.
These things aren't new to me, but when in practice seldom last, but I still am glad I did them well.
What I haven't done is what I find remarkable.
These things I have never not-done before (sorry hubs! I know you hate the double negative)
This week
I didn't eat the macaroni and cheese I made for my sniffly kids when they were feeling bad.
I haven't grazed over their unfinished PB&J while cleaning up the kitchen.
I haven't once during this week eaten mindlessly.
I haven't once this week lost momentum.
I haven't once this week lost sight of my goal.
I haven't once this week lost faith that I can heal my relationship with food and find this elusive moderation I have heard so much about.
I am proud of what I have done in this first week of my journey, but I am so much more proud of what I haven't done.